Friday, September 29, 2006

no sense.

and so i did, i survived the day. had not too bad a day in school, i would say.

but then it was after school that i realised that the things that can get u feeling down the most are the most trivial things said to u by important pple in ur life.

why do such trivial things make me cry when i could survive 14 hrs of sch?

this sucks.



ps: no. it's not him. he din make me cry.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

dread.

today has been the most dreaded day since school started.
i burnt my weekends cuz of today.
i lost my sleep cuz of today.
i lost my appetite cuz of today.
and very often, i ended up losing my temper at my brother or lionel.

today, i woke up at 6:15am.
slept at 1am yest.
had class at 8:30 till 11:45.
another class at 12 till 3:15. and had the most dreaded quiz.
meeting from 4 till 6:45.
another meeting from 6:45 till late late late...
research n proposal to be done by tmr.
morning class tmr. meaning i have to wake up at 6:15am again.

BUT! to today, this is for u!!

haha.

been wanting to upload some pictures i found online. really cute kids. somehow, i like to see kids in china, or tibet, in rags.. and of old pple. i like to see wrinkles on old pple. think it's nice. shall upload some other time. btw, i am beginning to have an interest in china and china's history. so any interesting facts, let me know! :)

back to class now....zzzzz

Monday, September 25, 2006

you and me

as the song goes " 'cause it's you and me and all other people and i don't know why, i can't keep my eyes off of you.."

recently, i was reminded about how we got to know each other. how we struggled to be together because deep down it feels right and because we would regret if we never tried. i want to rem all the good times we had together and also to share it with the world. :)

there are no words to describe what we have, what we went through. so i hope that our pictures will be sufficient to remind us of us.

some memories of US (pun intended.. haha!)..



"u're the closest to heaven that i've been..."
let us put all our worries behind us and treasure what we have..

Sunday, September 24, 2006

cuz i had a good day.

as some might notice, i was feeling kinda depressed the last 2 weeks. with school and stuff. but i'm happy to say that although school is getting busier, my mood is also getting better. after having to study for my quizzed for 2 weeks, i had a break on friday and saturday.

on friday, went out with celine then went to meet eleanor, melissa and teresa. it's really a girl's day! haha. it was nice that i met celine cuz we could jus sit down n share our summer memories.. hee. looking thru each other's photos, which resulted in me being late in meeting the other girls. but it was all good. hmm. teresa, thanx for telling me what u told me. i hope u will see the rainbow after the rain sooooooon! and plus u can always come find me to eat lunch or go shopping k!

on saturday, yesterday, we went to sophia's party at chevrons. as usual, the odac pple were the majority. haha. so we had like one whole place to ourselves. the girls decided to take the room upstairs cuz there's a bed and have some girl's talk. until kenneth and lek decide to come take over the bed and sleep. what pigs! so in the end, cuz of that, we all had pillow fights n all. haha. and unlike in the movies, it was not all nice n fluffy, the guys were so so violent! and the girls too. haha. and i ACCIDENTALLY punched kenneth (apparently causing his lips to bleed) cuz he pinched my arm, and i have a bruise to prove it. haha. but anyway, it was all fun. i think i really needed to have fun like that. we were playing like kids and screaming like nobody's business. i feel sorry for the rest of the pple but we were really having so much fun. haha.

and after so much fun, i went for coffee with hong chang and like he said, it was "the best talk we had".. haha. yes i agreeeee.. maybe cuz we haven seen each other or talked so much for so long. thanx for having coffee. i sure hope we can meet up more often though. :)

oh well. but all good things must come to an end. i got home yesterday only to realise that i have 8 chapters of corp reporting to study for my quiz on thurs, i have 2 meetings later (yes, a sunday), and another meeting on thurs and another on friday. great! haha. but i'm also looking forward to spending a little more time with lionel cuz he doesn't have a quiz so he can buy me breakfast while i study!! haha. *HINT*.. and also maybe i can go swimming with my sister on monday. cuz if i'm not wrong, it's her off day!! yippeee!! cheeers to a good week ahead!! :):) cuz i know that at the end of this week, (er i mean sunday..) it's eleanor's party!! and i'm really looking forward to that. :):) more reason to be happy. life should be like this. heee.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

turning 21.

on 6th sept 2006, i turned 21. i tot it would be a big deal, becoming an "adult" as they say. but i did not feel any older. although i had great fun. lionel and i were to celebrate my birthday for a week. but haha!! it lasted for 4 days. which i think is good enough. it's probably the best birthday i had so far, and i thank-you for all ur effort. :)

(i know i should have posted an entry earlier. but i jus got the photos from lionel.. so haha!)


after class on wednesday (6 sept ), lionel reserved a place at JUMBO seafood at riverside.. cuz i wanted to eat yummy seafood! hee. but then we got mixed up and went to the wrong branch! haha. but oh well, it's the same la. the yummiest were the herbal prawns.. heee..
we also had chilli crab!! looks good huh.. yum!

hehe..me with a whole plate of prawn shells!! heee.. but i have to admit i din peel them myself la. haha. in fact, i din peel a single one! haha..
that's lionel peeling the prawns for me!! notice that he's wearing a "bib" haha..

the next day (thursday), we went to watch forbidden city. it was soooooooo good. i'm proud that it was a singapore production! yay~ although lionel thought that it would be a stupid show, he enjoyed it in the end.. kit chan has a really good voice man!
on friday, thanx to free tickets from smu, we went to watch "john tucker must die".. i wanted to watch this show in the US actually, but fortunately i din.. haha.. woohoo to free tickets! haha.. this show was pretty good.. i totally enjoy chick-flicks! heee..

finally, on saturday, i invited some of my friends to my place for a bbq~ it was a pretty normal bbq, except that i knew everyone!! haha.. it's the first time i had like a "party" thing or anything at all that was jus for me.. so it was a pretty big deal to me. although i should have organized some games, i had fun jus talking rubbish to pple.. :)


see, i have 2 name tags.. the one with the stars was designed by my sis and the other one is by my brother!! hee.. i love them both..
lionel's name tag was designed by me! haha.. it's supposed to be spongebob and patrick.. haha.

that's my brother, me and my sister playing around with balloons before my friends came. haha.. my brother wasn't too happy to be wearing a balloon hat outdoors. haha..
that's wei jia (chalene's bf), me and chalene! they left early cuz wei jia had a gig.. so yup. thanx for coming~!
that's keen, xin wei (paul's gf), paul, me and lionel!
that's sam, my sister's bf who was the chef for the night . look at him.. all sweaty.. eeks. but thanx for helping out!! heee..
that's my bday cakes! the brownie was made by my sis and sam. the other is an oreo cheesecake made by me and my sister.. and the decorations for both were done by my sis and sam. haha! thankew. the one on the cheesecake is supposed to be an alien farm.. i dunno why.. but haha. it's funny. i like it.
that's my family, plus sam and lionel and wiwin (my maid)! :) it's smoky cuz of the sparklers that all of us lighted when they brought out my cakes. heee.. it was pretty but really smoky.. haha..
took a picture with the odac pple. hee. jem, cannot see u at all!! haha..

this picture is taken with pple i worked with in the US. the skyride pple. haha.. karen ah, also cannot see u.. haha!!

this is with scgs girls and sylvia and flea! so sad cuz every year i will celebrate with the sc girls, except this year.. this year, most of them were not in singapore on my bday.. :(

charmaine!! haha.. haven seen her in such a long time.. glad that u can make it to the bbq!! heee..
yong feng.. hmmm.. so sad that u're not in singapore anymore.. but thanx for coming. hee.. i'll see u next year!!
and of cuz, with lionel. haha.. hmmm...
as u can all tell, my descriptions of the photos are really stupid. but haha.. i'm tired from reading international economics for my quiz on thurs, so forgive me. haha.. i really jus wanna thank my helpers for the bbq - my sister, sam, my brother, my dad, wiwin, and lionel.. and thankew all for coming. and also for the wonderful presents!! thankew. :):)

so with that bbq, it marked the end of my bday celebration.. boohooo.. haha. oh well.

Monday, September 18, 2006

the secret is out!!

i got a new bunny!!

i jus got it a couple of days ago. he's a mixed breed; local and lion head. so his fur is different. very much softer and alot puffier. haha..

introducing derby!!! *drum roll*

his nose is white.. cute right? his colour is similar to pheebe.. brown and white and grey. except that derby has more grey and more white than pheebe. and also derby has 2 ears standing instead of one! hee. (lionel, pls dun "spoil" derby's ears.. i like them to be both standing up..)

i know that derby looks like it's in a very awkard position. but i think it's so cute. and hey! i wouldn't ill-treat it! that's my brother picking it up btw, not me! haha
obviously that's the retarded me! haha. derby looks bigger in this picture but actually it's really tiny.

some outdoor time for derby. and also to introduce it to pheebe. hee . the ears are kinda big for it don't u think so?
some more solo outdoor shots. hee.. i have a feeling it will grow up to be a fat bunny! dun be deceived by the fur.. the fur makes it puffy. so it looks fat now.. but actually it's not so i'm feeding it alot plus it can really eat alot.. keep eating all the time! haha.
of cuz pheebe isn't too friendly with derby now. it's like chasing it around the garden. trying to smell it and hump it.. not that it wants to reproduce but cuz it's to show dominance i think. yup. so it was a little rough with derby. like how it was with pherbe. but then pherbe and it got along very well after awhile so i'm not worried. will jus take some time. so for the time being, they stay in different cages.
alright. that's it for now!! although i'm really scared that something bad *choy* will happen to derby, i will take good care of it and love it and spend time with it. of cuz i will still love pheebe. but pheebe is a really strong bunny! so i'm not so worried. :):)

Saturday, September 16, 2006

miss universe 2006

i know this has been some time ago.. but i just happen to see an article on miss universe.. and OMG! i totally fell in love with miss japan! she is soooooooooooo hot! haha. i love her!! but then, although she got into final 10, final 5, final 2, she din win.. miss puerto rico won. bleargh.

less talking and more photos.. heee. here goes:

first of all, the crown!! ahhhh.. it's so so pretty. who wouldn't want a crown like that? damn it's nice... haaa.

some photos of the event. look at the final 5 photo.. miss japan stands out so much la. she's so so so so pretty. and she's so deserves the crown.

everyone's fave. part of the show. mine too.. haha. so this photo is miss puerto rico. ok la. she's hot too.. very latina. very exotic. and looks very normal kinda hot lor....

but check out miss japan!! she is ULTRA hot!! dun u agree that she looks so much better than miss puerto rico? i absolutely love her! i think there are alot of pretty and hot japanese girls but we dun get to see them often.. and this time, i think it's really a breath of fresh air among the rest of the contestants. wooooo~~

ok i'm bias. i have so many more photos of her than miss puerto rico.. cant help it if she looks so good right? heee.
this photo is not from the event. but someone took from her blog. if anyone can read japanese and is interested, click here. even without all the glam miss universe stuff, she's still cute. even though i dun really like the curls, i think it's ok on her cuz it makes her cute! and japanese girls always like to act cute right? wahaha.
i dunno where is this from. but sigh, she looks flawless.
back to the event, this is miss puerto rico in her evening gown. i must say she looks good. and i think her gown was nicer than miss japan.
i think this photo is damn funny! check out miss puerto rico! she looks like she expects now to win already.. giving the sian look! haha. and omg, miss japan.... sigggghhhhh.
but! eventually, miss puerto rico won and miss japan was first runner-up. although i think it's a great moment for asians to even get there but i still think she should have gotten the crown. accoring to the article, it has been mostly latin americans winning the crown and the writer feels that there is a latina bias. oh well.. although i dunno eventually who got the crown cuz i also heard that miss puerto rico fainted during some post-pageant news conference. so yup!

ps: before anyone think's i'm a damn pervert or a lesbian, i would like to say that i absolutely dun think of girls that way although i think everyone likes to look at girls cuz girls are made to be appreciated. hmmm..