comments for me!!

weee.. i managed to enable the comments thingy without anyone's help!! i'm proud of myself. haha. no like anyone else cares. oh well. at least that makes me happy and that's all that matters. HA!

anyway.. on a not-so-chirpy note, i read xiao hui's blog.. and she was talking abt how she will miss competing and her NUS canoe team n all. and i realized i missed that alot too. not that i'm in canoeing.. i mean i miss competing too. although the training always sucked cuz it's always damn tiring and time-consuming and what-not. but the adrenaline rush is something u wunt get from anything else. the satisfaction of winning the race or even completing the race will leave u speechless. the type of bonding u get from being in a team, from training week after week together, from going for trips together, from hanging out, from bitching, from competitions.. haiz...

I MISS THE ODAC PEOPLE!!

things are so different now. we're all in different places in our lives now and it's so hard to meet up. even when expeditions are organised, only like less than half can make it. that's damn depressing. sometimes i really wanna go.. but i cant. and i'm sure i'm not the only one. i guess it's something we all hafta live with. all good things will come to an end. eventually.. right? hmm. i guess i guess.

perhaps, jus perhaps, after all the crazy competitions that we were forced to join in jc, we were all a little jaded. so after jc, we sorta allowed ourselves to drift away from odac.. and now, we all have such different lives, such different goals that it's hard to come together again. since we all have other committments now. hmm.

i figured there's always be a time in our lives where we have to part with our friends - primary school graduation, secondary school graduation, JC graduation.... it's jus so much harder to let go knowing that u were once part of a team.

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